I have ‘returned’ and ‘re-emerged’ and ‘re-returned’ so many times to the blogging world during my many many episodes of hiatus that I have decided to title my post the opposite of what it stands for (in an attempt to be slightly sexily oxymornic).
The last few days, or rather ever since my return from Africa I realized that I want to WRITE again!!! To get what I feel, hear, see and think - down on paper! Because there is so much of (pretty cool or frustratin or crazy) stuff that I am feeling, hearing, seeing and thinking – that I want to or rather need to blog about!!
So hear goes….another attempt at it 
What would absolute and complete silence sound like? Will it sound hollow? Empty? Void?
What will it FEEL like? Would it feel stifling? Or will it be calming? Consoling? Overwhelming?
What would it be like to hear my thoughts in clarity? What would I tell myself? What would I be thinking?
Where can I find it? In the cabin of a ship docked in mid ocean? In a deep dark cave of nothingness? During a spacewalk? In my grave?
Is the void of sound existent?
Is it possible?
I long to know…
Humm….for some weird reason, the blog stats are up from zero this past week. Weird, coz there hasnt been any blog activity or new posts. (Radiance have you begun stalking this blog instead of writing in it???).
Anyho, I declare that I just emerged from a 6 day hibernation, I have NO IDEA where those 6 days went, but anyway, it was nice coz it was just jobless me, at home, reading, eating, watching movies, reading, sleeping, and relaxing. Believe me when I say, to just do what I did these past 6 days (reading, eating,watching movies, reading, sleeping and relaxing) is my DREAM vacation. Seriously I wouldnt wanna be anywhere doing anything else. There is a serenity that comes with just doing nothing
Ok…for those of you who are still unsure about what Twilight is (ahem)….its a book series by Stepanie Meyer centering aroung the klutziest girl in the world Bella who manages to evoke mythical creatures of the past with her klutziness. I strongly recommend that for the Twilight (the first book) that you watch the movie rather than read the book. Ok?
Ok…as for me…I am back to work..and am feeling better than I did last month, so I think I am ready to KICK BUTT. Well kinda. Other than that….here’s wishing all those who celebrate a Very Happy New Year!!!
and please oh blog mates…..do add ur two sense and join me on this very solitary blogship….puhleeeeze!
I am growing weary of feeling the way I feel Right Now. For some reason, for which I have no explanation nor cause, I feel exhausted. period. I am dropping asleep as I type this, been feeling looow, sickly, fatigued, sad, annoyed with myself, sad, down in the dumps, sadder. Unbelieveable. humm…..I feel like a lone thorn in the desert with a huge rain cloud which has been looming just above me. My own customized rain cloud.
Darn! I hate feeling this way, so sad and gloomy. I loong for sleep, and not to get up. I have no idea, absoutely no idea what is wrong, coz there seems like nothing wrong.
i dont need answers, I just need ppl to leave me alone.
