07
May
09

Search for silence

What would absolute and complete silence sound like? Will it sound hollow? Empty? Void?

What will it FEEL like? Would it feel stifling? Or will it be calming? Consoling? Overwhelming?

What would it be like to hear my thoughts in clarity? What would I tell myself? What would I be thinking?

Where can I find it? In the cabin of a ship docked in mid ocean? In a deep dark cave of nothingness? During a spacewalk? In my grave?

Is the void of sound existent?

Is it possible?

I long to know…

15
Apr
09

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Humm….for some weird reason, the blog stats are up from zero this past week. Weird, coz there hasnt been any blog activity or new posts. (Radiance have you begun stalking this blog  instead of writing in it???).

Anyho, I declare that I just emerged from a 6 day hibernation, I have NO IDEA where those 6 days went, but anyway, it was nice coz it was just jobless me, at home, reading, eating, watching movies, reading, sleeping, and relaxing. Believe me when I say, to just do what I did these past 6 days (reading, eating,watching movies, reading, sleeping and relaxing) is my DREAM vacation. Seriously I wouldnt wanna be anywhere doing anything else. :) There is a serenity that comes with just doing nothing :)

Ok…for those of you who are still unsure about what Twilight is (ahem)….its a book series by Stepanie Meyer centering aroung the klutziest girl in the world Bella who manages to evoke mythical creatures of the past with her klutziness. I strongly recommend that for the Twilight (the first book) that you watch the movie rather than read the book. Ok?

Ok…as for me…I am back to work..and am feeling better than I did last month, so I think I am ready to KICK BUTT. Well kinda. Other than that….here’s wishing all those who celebrate a Very Happy New Year!!! :)

and please oh blog mates…..do add ur two sense and join me on this very solitary blogship….puhleeeeze!

30
Mar
09

Rain cloud.

I am growing weary of feeling the way I feel Right Now. For some reason, for which I have no explanation nor cause, I feel exhausted. period. I am dropping asleep as I type this, been feeling looow, sickly, fatigued, sad, annoyed with myself, sad, down in the dumps, sadder. Unbelieveable. humm…..I feel like a lone thorn  in the desert with a huge rain cloud which has been looming just above me. My own customized rain cloud.

Darn! I hate feeling this way, so sad and gloomy. I loong for sleep, and not to get up. I have no idea, absoutely no idea what is wrong, coz there seems like nothing wrong.

i dont need answers, I just need ppl to  leave me alone.

20
Mar
09

Post Twilight zone…and other rambles..

Yessss! I am done reading New Moon the triquel to Twilight, with one more book to finish in the series, and I dont YESSSSS! with any sorta pride, more so the emancipation I am beginning to feel from the dark, deep, moody moods I have been in since I watched Twilight two weeks ago. Dang! I am just wondering if the books have a spell like quality. Coz the very first hour since I finished reading it, I began “feeling better”, happier (sorta), less tired. Hummmm….must be sheer psychology, and I do have a tendency to “feel” books. Whatever.

For those who havent started Twilight, get a move on will ya! Including you Dedaz and Radiance.

On another note, I did open up a private blog yest, and sent out hint to my bestest blog mate Zaded, but before she could look at my Facebook wall post twice, the blog vanished. Sowwwwie Zaded!

I dont know why I am blogging nonsense today….but thats just me feeling like it :) so bear up or get lost :)

till next time, say cheese!




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