You feel sorry for me?

YOU feel sorry for me? Well, firstly its nice to know you’re feeling something. Your behaviour the past few months has left an image of a inhuman feelingless monster in my mind. You ‘feeling’ something means part of you is still human. Maybe feeling sorry for me is your way of covering up the self injured little creature you’ve made yourself into.

Why feel sorry for me? Coz I escaped you? I escaped the pain you put me through? Coz I raised my voice and screamed against the injustice? Coz I fell into helpless begging only to stand up stronger than you? Coz I am in my own element now without you? Coz the God that you and I believe in, has given me more now than all that you took away or could ever give me? Coz I choose to guard my family, THE family who sheltered, clothed, took care of and moulded me into the person God wanted over you who wanted to chain me?

You’re sorry for me coz I am free now?

or coz I have more to look forward to in this life and in the hereafter than you could imagine ?

You’re kidding  yourself and you know it.

And because you know it, you’re hurting.

I dont feel sorry for you. Instead I hope that your self-hurt will turn to realization and that realization will become your strength someday.

And I hope that you will never do what you did to me….to any other human being on this Earth.

The re’s post lowdome

I am re-emerging…from the person I was before the person I became suppressed it to become the person I am today. Right now.

I am re-discovering…the way I percieve people, situations, family. Life itself.

I am re-surfacing…from the thoughts and feeling I kept hidden and buried.

I am re-freshing…my memories of the past and making sweeter memories of my present.

I am re-turning… to my senses so God help me!

I am re-defining…the way I live my life to the extent that I choose as possible, leaving the impossibilities to my Creator.

Everyday since that day for me is the best day its ever been. Everyday since that day has been a blessing more than a thousands days before it. Everyday since that day has been for no one, but me.

So thank you God, for today, tomorrow and everyday since that day.