Ok Ok. I resign. I resign to this seemingly increasing yearning for the existance of an Edward Cullen in my life. Wow! I am just wondering, if I should order a custom made Edward from Stepanie Meyer herself, as she is the creater of this Man. Or should I not be saying that?
For those idiots who have no clue who Edward Cullen is…..WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU? HIBERNATING?? ok. Control, control. After all, if Edward could have so much self control then I should be able to try. There is this part of me, the critique, the ‘intelligent’ part, that wants to do a full on critical review of Twilight and New Moon, the concept and Meyer’s writing. But the part of me, who is yearning for the existance of an Edward Cullen in my life, has knocked the other side out cold. So I will babble on….
The logic? Edward is too unreal to be a Man, you dont get men like him, men like him are not men, therefore they are vampires. haha. Never ever knew the concept of vampires would one day intrigue me so much. Ofcourse with so many women loving Edward, no wonder Bella has latched on to him and claimed him for eternity. *sigh* …all the good men are taken….whats new.
Its not Robert Pattison that I am attracted to, Robert does not look so good in real life as he does in the movie. Its this ‘concept’ and ‘character’ called Edward Cullen. Its this type of attachment, the possibility of the existence and depth of such love, the possibility of the existance of such a man who can cause and fuel such love.
Its unreal, I have no right to hope for such a thing. Its impossible. Such love is just NOT possible. Such a man just dosen’t exist. And especially NOT for me. *sigggggggggggggggggggghhhhhh*.
But still……..there is that tiny tiny tiny tinnnnnnnnnnnnnnny flame of hope…..in the deepest chamber of my blood red heart…….. 
Whoz this Edward?? ( yah m one of the IDIOTS who doesn’t know of him)
n loved the way you start the entry, conversational and absolutely KOOOL. I sure am hibernating, unaware of all these Edwards in existence even if they exist only in fiction. what’s the price of the book yaar I ‘ll buy it . A good break from the non-fiction I have been reading these days…n I wish to write an informal / bidaaas entry on men too … haha though the eternal truth remains : the best guys have already been taken or they’re gay. An addition to the truth could be ” or they are Vampires. 
n stop that ” Such a man just dosen’t exist. And especially NOT for me.’ yaar….What we seek is ALWAYS there for us, its just that you are too busy to notice em with your busy busy job right now. Sooner or later it will all come along your way .
Chill n keep writing. Yuhooo AKA seems to be ALIVE once again.
n lastly this fella is ur latest crush? I’ve not been able to update my crush list from Vartan yaar. Such boring existence…..
Ok..firstly lets get the facts straight. There is this book series by Stepanie Meyer – the first one called Twilight, then New Moon, then Eclipse then Breaking Dawn. The movie Twilight is out. Watch the movie or read the book and you will understand this “depth of love’ as a non-existent dream, that im talking about.
Her writing is not as good as JK Rowlings ofcourse but…this character that she has created Edward….is ….what shall I say….dazzlingly beautiful.
Its this dark, moody, fog in the forest type of romance, thats seemingly matching my moods these days or could be fueling it…God knows, but it might spellbind you into ‘feeling’ different. its g8 a book can do that.
So do buy. Its costs 900 rupees SL, its bound to be cheaper there. do read do read do read and watch watch watch twilight. tell me what u think about it. soooooooooooooooooooooon!!
And oh yeah btw…Edward is my latest crush…but unlike before not the actor of Edward, Robert Pattison….but Edward the character….hummm….thats weird.
did u know that I’ve been through like a dozen crushes in just these few month? like all the pent up feeling (or childishness rather) of the last 2 years are coming back in manifold…
I feel 16 again!! YAAAY!
Wow, a dozen of crushes! haha oh my latest was a Stewart in Jet Airways named Kario…man he was so damn attractive. and all the while I was eyeing him in the plane I was feeling 16 too! hehehe he had this mongolian looks (not my preference) but there was something inexplicable about him which was making me smile through out the journey like a silly silly teenager
….I wish the crushes list continues to grow and grow…
N I was seeing the promos of Twilight in HBO or Star Movies..will catch it on TV if we are blessed with electricity then or if you say its so good maybe I’ll buy a DVD or sth …or just the book to create my own ‘Edward’
…it more of that need to ‘feel’ different really…
uhhhhh….this Kario sounds intriging
yes yes please please try to get it seen or read…either way soooooooooooooooon, i want ur opinion as to whether I am just a drunk teenager or justified in my obsession with the existance of such as thing as Edwards love.
*sssssssssssssssssigh* I am so love struck….its clouding my sanity. but I feel weird coz this guy is fictional. ahhhhhhhhh!!
its put me into this moldy, dark, grey, mood too. weird.
believe me OWN the book, you wont regret it
…feeeeel it 